I am not in a happy mood today. You know why? Because i just had a fight with someone -.-' That someone is very annoying and irritating. Just because he's in a bad mood, doesn't mean he can let it out on me. I did nothing wrong!
To be honest, i cursed him a few times and said bad words to him behind his back. He was the worst! But i knew that i wouldn't mean it later on when i am happy. But still, curse you --'
The thing i am angry about is that, i could never fight back. He's a guy and i am a girl. Obviously guys are stronger. I am so upset! And so i just fought him back with cruel words like "Hit me all you want ! that's the only thing you're good at! You're stupid! " You could tell how angry i was during that time. And yes, he hit me a few times. Didn't hurt though :/
I plan on not talking to him for a few more days. Even if he apologizes, i won't be so forgiving. Well, Allah said to forgive someone before you go to sleep. But i can't. I just can't :I
What do you think I should do? I can't let him get away so easily. I want him to apologize. I want to hit him as much as he hit me today. I want to make him cry like i did until my eyes went red. I want to do it so badly. But i won't. If he apologizes, i'l forgive him but i won't be talking to him so easily.
Hmmm. Guy's ego are so big. Geez --'
Oh and one more thing, didn't anyone teach guys that you CAN'T HIT a girl, no matter how strong / wrong she is !? I know that he knows that, so he is a big idiot.
Dangsin-eun Jeongmal Babo Ya~~!
Peace out ! Assalamualaikum.
